Chessboard

Feeling like its all a game
feeling like its all the same
as before. don't try to find
someone that's not even on your mind
didn't look for sympathy
didn't look but did i see?
a sisters body broken in the ash
thrown out with all the other trash

feeling like a chessboard game
each move driving me insane
failing blindly but where's the wrong?
where's the friend for whom i long?
move the queen to save her breath
but leave the castle now to its death...
moving pieces on by one,
murdering until the game is won..