Doorstep

I always prayed that we'd end up together,
But its like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
Its like shedding my tears in rainy weather.
If I told you how I feel I know you'd know better

Who would have thought it'd come to this conclusion,
Did you ever really love me or was that my illusion,
Am I standing here for nothing, screaming in confusion,
Do you even care at all that I'm here begging my profusion?

Or did I just waste your time?
Darling, where you ever mine?